Do you ever feel like a literal lump of shit?
Coming from someone who already has a hard time expressing themselves, today has been one draining ass day. The vibes ive had are off. In more than one, or five ways. I’m not exactly sure how to pinpoint it, but i know , that i know, how to get out of it, and that i HAVE to get out of it. Usually a brisk walk outside does it, but with a toddler, walks outside are never really relaxing or unwinding. But us moms have to make the best of it. I like to get nerdy when i feel like not even the sun can get my mood back up. I think about the rays of sunlight just hitting my skin and the warmth just magnetizing all of the positive vibes back to me. I like to think about my sweat thats pouring down my face as a cleanser (hear me out lol) that is literally sweating out the built up feelings and emotions that i cant even put into words. I like to push through my yelling toddler and the million questions as if im mentally pushing a weighted brain sled – while at the same time, my quads are on fire from the uphill 70lb stroller push. I like to think of the mental and physical burn as an outlet for my anger and my frustration. All of these emotions and feelings come out physically, leaving me space for clarity and healing on the inside. I hope some of this makes sense. I just know that feeling like a literal lump of shit sucks. I also know that its a part of this human experience. I know that moving my physical body will lighten, brighten and enhance my mental load, and reset my intuition and spirits back to where they belong. Freaking sky high. I am usually all zen and shit, but today, not even meditation could chill me out. So as soon as my kid is up, outside and up hill we go.
Damn, i Finally did it!
After months and months of contemplating starting a blog. Here i am. It was easier than i thought to set up. Mostly i kept delaying it because i wasn’t sure i would know what to write about. So that’s s why i named it “Life of Wendy.”
I figured it was going to be like a big bowl of halloween candy lol. A mixture of everything: Motherhood, Manifesting, Wife Life, Business, creative ideas, my hilarious pitbull stories, personal stuff, maybe the occasional wtf story or moment i just had. I’ve been through a lot in my almost 29 years of life. Lots of things i told myself i would never talk about. But now i have a sudden deep desire to put everything out there, let my soul readers connect and filter out those who don’t. I don’t expect everyone to get me. Sometimes i , myself, don’t even get me lol!
I just know that when you put yourself out there, you tend to attract some pretty cool ass people into your life. Which is what i can’t wait to get. I want to build a tribe. A tribe of people that maybe have felt like outsiders there whole life. Those who never felt like they fit in. Those who maybe always felt like they didn’t have a voice in the world or who really felt unmotivated throughout the years. The people who sometimes (or alot of the time) never felt like they would be able to accomplish what they might have seen their peers do in school. Or even now in adulthood.
THOSE are my people. I connect to these people. I’m here to hopefully be an example to those who often felt like all of the things i just mentioned. So while i tell my story, and everything else that’s to come, you can see that there is ALWAYS ROOM FOR YOU IN THIS UNIVERSE. I want everyone who has felt like this to realize that YOU ARE WORTHY. YOU ARE IMPORTANT, YOU MATTER AND YOU ARE LOVED.
If you have ever felt unseen, please believe me when i say I SEE YOU.
You can do every single effing thing you set your mind to. OH YEAH, Thats another thing yall. I am one enlightened bitch now lol. I connect with higher frequencies with ease. I believe in the universe and i believe that we are all connected. I manifest the shit out of everything i want.
Keep up with me here and you run the risk of upgrading TF out of your mindset, and making all of your dreams manifest into your current reality too!
WITH SO MUCH LOVE,